At the beginning of the month it was a lot easier to post every day. No kids visiting. Husband at work daily. This last couple weeks have brought everyone home and on holiday for a while. It's nice and tough at the same time.
And on the one hand I can be very content in my own little world. I rarely get lonely when I am alone. I either think a lot or escape a lot. But no one knows or passes any judgement. On the other hand, it's good for me to be around my family. They are who I am working through issues with. And they are the ones who force me to deal with my stuff and make me recognize how resistant to change I have become.
On the topic of stuff removal, I had another fabulous day of selling stuff at the local flea market. I even got rid of a bunch of china when a shelf blew over and serious breakage occurred. It's funny, but it just doesn't bother me that stuff broke. I picked up the pieces and put them in the trash. I'm sorry people won't get to buy some pretty things, but I don't have to unpack or pack those things up ever again. The other vendors were very upset. But really it was just an alternative way of removing things I no longer want or need. And I guess if it turns out to bother me after I have slept on it, I'll return here and write about it.
Over and out, good night!
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